i eschew shimmering personas
with sparks entangled in hair
them i avoid for they might recognize
in my eye the prisoner reflection
of fragmented sky
adorned by window frame bars
in confines of skyscrapers
that wound my heavens deep breaches wide
weeping cascade conceals my actions swell
alas Fata Morgana kindred sees through
it takes mirage to catch me empty handed
smuggling dreams by bleeding scratchs
in blue.

frivolous gust enkindled freckles many
behind the reach of sight anonymous pyre
encircled me in dancing shadows all but mine
whom reined with bliss currents merciless of time
awash by overflown debauchery caress unhinged
i fell ajar as ashling flake to dust
in likeness of any dust aside from blazing while.

count borel stood tall, for enduring was his weapon of choice. withstood royal stir, heavens out-coloured by azure flood. manslaughter blushing bowels mounted upon stakes, spreading balding intestine branches. unflinching through treacherous coup of recalcitrant winter, ravenous gusts weaving frostbite intrigues. nor charred by the famine ensuing humane crops burning in damp hay. leaning at broad shoulders slender posture, his lady. naught sentiment eludes intricate décor over ivory whitewash, pallid on verge of blight grained by vast pores. oft gaze drowses, seldom shaken unto enthusiastic spasm descending swiftly tranquil. whilst truly alert on scarce occurrence, cold eyes seemed many.

by wall the tower stood.

tangible barefoot shed no barrow
roots plumage drunk clouds
no rock alive
yet I am haunted.

sow all the ploughs
unearth self
sojourn in sanity
best over
a kin be half
scat err.

spun so fast it conglomerated likes of presence. naught street wise of some rascal urchin ilk. was it more counter-clockwise to the best of my notion. ever mildly affronted by the way people used to disregard its polite telepathic attempts to strike a conversation.

yesterday I met god. he had the most freckles ever. he was standing on queen-young corner asking for change. as for the day it fractured scattered in reflections of many puddles. traffic splattered some of the sky into the sun wind. in midday cacophony greater silence concealed. I thought that I might had seen him before, hiding under the blankets from adultery and gushing rain. maybe there was smell but our smell or a leg that was not ours. the floor was cold but there were layers upon layers of clothes and sketches and vinyl records, he could be submerged there. most likely. I went by muttering “a-amen” as if she kissed me again on the tip of my nose.

in canada mother nature is actually the mother of your girlfriend.

sweet azazel o mine
was puny for dime
always the jester
forever the mime.

I recall his aplomb
mock battles with fate
amongst crowds
lover through hate.

fancied blue mittens
yarn torn out of sky
however to ask
was overtly shy.

i am waiting for the enlightenment, or the bus.
whichever comes first.

I think my vestibular apparatus is jammed
because when I met you I’ve gone all whoosh
if you were a vegetable you were certainly peas
like the pod everything you do tastes like your insides
I want to change all of the streets names to yours
ripping out of dictionaries descriptions that might apply to you
I want my eyes independent of each other chameleon like
one always looking at you and the other never looking at the clock
totally would write poems on line paper and stick them to your back
with tape.

gave stillbirth to the other day.

Adelaide is self imposed. Recalcitrant salivates her finger, touches whitewash oft. At eschewal that one might hold vigil to conceive happenings. Voraciously orthodox retainer routine, seldom tolerates smuggle outwards. Oedipal qualities albeit orphanhood titillate dismissal urges upon definite mother. Biting off, spitting imaginary diversity of sleek fingers.

Scrag end aviary shamble creak forebode
migrative upheaval pernicious aloft
rustling shroud winged cavities to indwell
all falcons are gone.

Ambiguity ensues solidified. My centre clutches to every sawyer, plunged into dehydrated mere is to rattle purl ill fecundity. Mild turbulence could smooth textured ether, yet it is above perception, enveloped in fiery currents parched lips. By colossal rye lacking belief in the plow. Forgo petty sun, swallowed in impotence it might go unnoticed.

echo: “Boo”

Boo

if “sanity” = false
end musing/

snow is not half as fuzzy on impact as one may think.

it was pastel grey over rough azure
as sin
swollen articles
condensed orange streaks
none shepherd stray folds
you wrapped
bare under canvas.

(written some four years ago by stranger, gone to the world)


Her eyes of brown stared at me. Why are her eyes so large I pondered, they always hinted that she won’t be mine in any way. I wouldn't acknowledge facts. Knowing the true always partook on my desire to live. But her small hand was already in my palm and the words unspoken were in the air. I could breathe them, I could ignore. Just couldn’t change her, exactly the way I could not change myself. We, we will never be together. And everything is obvious, and I hug her last time and leave the room. Close the window. Examining the file with her name I press delete. Acknowledging the facts is not an option. I throw a gaze at the clock that demonstrate three at night and leave my house. I climb on the tree that grows there in excessive banality. Guitar strings surrender to my attempts to take of them old melody full of dust, I start singing in language she won’t really understand. She opens the window and smiles a sad smile. I stop tormenting the guitar and start speaking with her. The night breaths around as but we speak and speak, and speak. Although we both feel all that had not been said is in the air strangling us slowly and one of us would have to leave. She smiles at me the last smile, kisses me at the forehead and closes the window. Her large brown eyes stare at the file with my name. Delete.

by heavy toll of bells the trumpets cheer
but men on galleries front yard was clear
anon announced duel approaching near
the confectioner shall clash the musketeer.

musket exploded first in smoking smear
as one observers let out grasp of fear
around red pavement there was awful stir
later all saw that bun was hit as it appear.

then baker kneaded dough with vile leer
added vanilla, two lemons and one pear
charged onward armed with cooking gear
toppled his bowl, glazed bit and left it sear.

In wake of bigotry aplomb
I am the singular notion
individualism blasphemous
beyond innate hermitage.

Chimerical quality to daily dealings
hair messed by anthropomorphic eddy
across turbulence enweaved placid
sprung of roots untold conjectural
as ends entwine in knit gone
oath nothing empirical sown
innovating spacious cumbersome
bliss.

One old embittered goon
since sun came out to noon
eats porridge spoon by spoon
in strain face coloured roon
bit more he might just swoon.

A dental plan for you
first we cut through
your crying pink gums
losing all teeth maybe
knocking some out
then you grow whole
new brand set liable
to corrosion by time
they all fall out
and you are no more.

Father passed the other day. We were much of disagreement, the old book merchant and me. He was never there to abhor me, just misunderstood hard enough. In such qualities no amends to be made were as fast as blink of lifespan. Notion scraps on snow lumps behalf sunk drifting into most inconvenient cavity. Neither deep enough in bowels to digest, nor quite in chest to fade with upbeat, filth blanketed vibe lingered. Accompanied by fey gusts throughout lane labyrinth crooked with rusted pipes worsen concrete walls shed ochre murky drops. The eve was a lone weeper at funeral unattended. Phalanx tips caressed across slightly as a smoked glass bottle by iron bar fence. Yet no crystalline amplitude but repulsion constricts shuddered the stone. Peering away battered key could not fend its way. Mere glimpse over metal piece turned imposture sigil left out a grasp promptly snuffed out by unlocking mechanic sound. Rather enlarging the knob than wooden door ajar, enforced myself inside corridor where sight dimmed. Wider room swallowed me crawling. Undefined time amount all was hovering utter nothing. Snap thundering astray unpierced vague light shroud. Clenched fingers baptised in blood deluge of punctured lip flow concealed within hard pressed forehead grotto. Solidified self realisation gauze barely contained leakage from eroding numbness stratum off. Heeding convoluted wyrm coil beside diaphragm I followed irreversibly perceptive. Sprawled over crumpled manuscripts quagmire numerous pens as rodents frail corpses. He had his way with them till their little ink tired. Unbearable display handkerchief covered had me shambling in between bookshelves and stupor, willing recruit anything as gravestone. Titles caught me abash. Stumbling overwhelmed evoked folios avalanche which buried me alive. Such immense weight strangled not, it had the concept of breath forgotten. Adjoining late begetter struck cackling euphorically, as if it was to presume he was not trouble enough for the heavens. Our soul entwined require peculiar cross, provided moving joist allowing hammering one limbs in self crucifixion act. Now beyond doubt I are too heavy for the skies thus unmask them ornamental. décor and downward apart. Of sudden I felt ample warmth. Freely loosen hand scratched Silhouettes ear. Titles purred, deeply resonating with serpent vibe, pouring it out as tears.

Hail all the random lord of plateaus concrete
alas for intercourse by sight is foul
avert your gaze at once my sidewalk hegemon.

Not even through sardonic worn out gloves
slight the leprosy of many freckles
upon enforcers longing to evict its catacombs.

Naught soothing shall devoid your royal ire
slyest smirk by uncombed cascade
as highborn hold last breakwater stand brazen.

Pages carry tidings of prevail in silent fray
amends of liquidation sale inward
the realm tranquil rejoice my liege ascension near.

While trees criss cross
snapping fingered wrists
the wind is ought to flee
in hymn of endless
monochromic spree.

By sight of events such
Frail lake couldst brittle
Within frigid embrace alas
It benefits from
Disregard of ice.

foliage sylphlike intervention acute
unto rhyme decayed strophe wood
insightful glaucoma stampede persecute
cerebrally feeding wildfire feud.

in fall of the drum man
we fend the meek and stern
in static instabilty therein
we scorn and praise akin.

Shymer implying virginity
foraging juxtapose nomad
unspoken sacrament eversion
pulsating disregard shrapnel
molest subliminal sensation.

ought to see nothing
below the snow
beside the thaw
that will unveil
all of my bones.

caught her name
within my palms
heart tremor
like a sparrow
she flinged gaze.

befuddling movement
beneath sun in ambush
on thin concrete.

flat on the ground spewing insides
though seldom ajar
we honour our fallen
whom stand bronse
in vain.

It is snowing silent in the dark
As told by puddle hoar frost weave
With cackling laugh and hollow smirk
our bare hands smother white fallout
of dreams we graze by letting time pass by.

albatross
through scrying glass
foresaw
my fall mayhap.

alas
mortality unbid
belittled
boldly height indeed.

encore
forever to caress
impending
shattering embrace.

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